TIME VS SPACE

TODAY:
-SKIP ITALIAN LESSONS
-GO SHOPPING: FAKE LEATHER JACKET FROM H&M?!
-CLEAN UP MY ROOM AND MY CLOTHES

TOMORROW:
-GO TO THE PHSYCHOLOGIST!
-SKIP PHOTOGRAPHY LESSONS
-HAVING RANDOM FUN

THING IS: I GET COMPLETLY CRAZY IF I DONT GET THE ATTENTION I WANT. ESPECIALLY FROM BOYS. NO MATTER IF I WANT THEM OR NOT. I EVEN START WANTING THEM IF THEY IGNORE ME!!! SO LE BOY I HAD SEX WITH IS SINGLE AND IM REALLY NERVOUS EVERY SINGLE DAY AND WORRY ABOUT MY APPEARANCE AND STUFF ITS DRIVING ME MADDDDD AND THIS JUST BECAUSE HE IGNORES ME.