CRAVE YOU

SHIT MAN. IVE GOT NO ONE WHO WANTS ME ATM... I DO CRAVE S ....VUT OH MAN I JUST DUNNO. IM SO FUCKING SCARED OF OPEN UP AND EVEN TOUCHING HIS BELLY (ITS SO SEXY OMG) ! HOW CAN THIS BE HUH??? I NEED A HOW TO BE BRAVE OR SMTH!!!!
WHAT I KNOW IS THAT HE THINKS OF ME RATHER AS A SLUT WHICH I CAN COMPLETLY UNDERSTAND. BUT I WANT HIM TO WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME!!! BUT I CANT SHOW HIM UNLESS IM DRUNK. FUUUUUUUCKKKK WHATS GOING ON?????
( SATURDAY BEEN OUT AGAIN BUT ABSOLUT SOBER !! AND MET HIM IN THE P V ....AND YEAH WE BARELY TALKED AND WHEN T CAME WE WAS GONE. I WAS FREAKIN PISSED AND CONFUSED.)