THIS WEEKEND I LOST MY IPHONE!!!!!!
SPENT FRIDAY SATURDAY AND MOST OF SUNDAY WITH S !!!
ITS BEEN ALL A BIT CRAZY...DRANK TOO MUCH,PISSED OFF MY FRIENDS, DONE DRUGS, HAD LOADS OF SEX
ITS BEEN 3 WEEKS NOW SINCE S TOLD ME HE THINKS IM COOL/WANTS TO GET TO KNOW ME/TOLD ME I WAS IMPORTANT TO HIM (TWO DAYS AFTER MY MASSIVE BREAKDOWN WHERE I SAT ON THE FLOOR CRYIING AND SCREAMING THAT I WAS SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN HEEEERRRR^^) SO...IM STILL NOT SATISFIED WITH THE SITUATION. I MEAN U CANT DENIE WE HAVE LIKE A THING GOING ON BUT...I MAKE IT QUITE HARD TO GET CLOSE TO ME ME.
AND THIS IS ONE THE THINGS THAT SHOW ME EVERY NOW AND THEN THAT LIFE IS SO BALANCED!! IF UR DOWN UR GOING UP!!!
WHAT I NEED TO DO IS TO TAKE ACTION I THINK.
MAYBE I SHOULD TELL HIM/AKS HIM IF HE KNOWS ME BETTER NOW OR IF HE BELIEVES WE COULD GET IT ON...IN LOV
