CHANGES IN MY LIFE/WRONG/RIGHT

NOTES:

SALAT: GURKE, TOMATE, FETA, YOGHOURT
ADAM GREEN LOOK A LIKE BROOKLYN SKATER
HAREMS HOSE AUS MAROKKO


I CHILLED FOR MORE THAN A WEEK NOW IN WHICH I SKIPPED MOST OF SCHOOL AND DIDNT DO ANYTHING ALL DAY ACCEPT MEETING MY FRIENDS AND SUNBATH IN THE PARK. HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT?

THERES GONNA BE SOME PRETTY BIG CHANGES IN M LIFE ATM: I HAVE TO OVERTHINK MY FUTUREPLANS... SCHOOL AND SO ON.
I WANT TO CLEAR THINGS MYOWN AND DECIDE AWAY FROM ANY FORMS. I MIGHT BE APPLYING FOR ART SCHOOL SOON TO STUDY PHOTOGRAPHY. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITHOUT ANYONE TELLING ME. AND CHILL.

KID CUDI - THE PRAYER

IM SICK AND TIRED. I SKIPP SCHOOL AGAIN AND DO BASICLY NOTHING ALL DAY. I FEEL USELESS. I NEED A JOB. I SHOULD CARE ABOUT SCHOOL BUT I DONT.
I WANT TO SMOKE SOME ----!

SUNBURN

first sunburn this year yay! i need money so i can buy clothes!

ABOUT GOING OUT

DURING THE HOLIDAYS I DIDNT REALLY MESS AROUND LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD DO. I HAD LOTS OF FUN YEAH BUT NOW IM WORSE THAN BEFORE. I FEEL LIKE SHIT. I DONT FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS SHIT. I FEEL LIKE IM THE STUPIDEST SHITTIEST PERSON I EVER BEEN. I COULD DO ANYTHING. MY LIFE COULD BE BRILLIANT.
WHEN IM OUT LATELY I DONT FEEL ANYTHING BUT DESPAIR.
WHAT DO I MISS? HIM? FOR THE FIRST TIME I THOUGHT I WOULDNT CARE AND NOW I KNOW THAT HE PROPABLY CARED I CARE EVEN MORE. IM GONNA TELL MY PSYCHOLOGIST TOMORROW....
NOW IM HAPPY IM BUSY THIS WEEK AND THEN WELL SEE WHAT GETS STARTED AT THE WEEKEND. I CANT STAND BEEING LONESOME.

MISS CASABLANCAS

I MISSED HER.


CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. HOW STUPID I AM...

STUPID LISTENS TO THE HEART

it started out friendly. i been myself. although i lied. i was afraid. hes was honest i think.
later i kissed him and he kissed me. i never felt so... loved. hes just a boy not even my type. we have nothing in common. nothing.
he told me the sweetest things. i hate games. i dont know who played harder. but i know in the end ive been the asshole.
he left without a trace. now i miss him.
should i feel sorry? should i tell him to get to know me?

SUMMER/ALREADY

ME BORN IN MAROKKO SMOKING BALI FILTERLESS ZIGARETTES ON A MONDAY NIGHT.

SPORTYSPICE

OKAY I ONLY STARTED OUT WITH GOING TO THE GYM FOR ONCE BUT STILL THIS IS GOING ENORMOUSLY FORWARD.