BABES MONEY PILLS

TOOK A SHOWER, NEED TO FIND SOME PANTIES, MAKE COFFEE, GO TO THE DOCTORZ, CALL A SCHOOL, GO SHOPPING, EAT FRUIT, SUNBATH, CLEAN UP.
AFRAID IM PREGGERS......LUCKILY I HATE KIDS. I WOULD JUST SELL MY GOLD RING AND DO THE FUCKING ABORTION PILLZ.

LIFE IS A HARD FIGHT

THIS WEEKEND I LOST MY IPHONE!!!!!!
SPENT FRIDAY SATURDAY AND MOST OF SUNDAY WITH S !!!
ITS BEEN ALL A BIT CRAZY...DRANK TOO MUCH,PISSED OFF MY FRIENDS, DONE DRUGS, HAD LOADS OF SEX
ITS BEEN 3 WEEKS NOW SINCE S TOLD ME HE THINKS IM COOL/WANTS TO GET TO KNOW ME/TOLD ME I WAS IMPORTANT TO HIM (TWO DAYS AFTER MY MASSIVE BREAKDOWN WHERE I SAT ON THE FLOOR CRYIING AND SCREAMING THAT I WAS SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN HEEEERRRR^^) SO...IM STILL NOT SATISFIED WITH THE SITUATION. I MEAN U CANT DENIE WE HAVE LIKE A THING GOING ON BUT...I MAKE IT QUITE HARD TO GET CLOSE TO ME ME.
AND THIS IS ONE THE THINGS THAT SHOW ME EVERY NOW AND THEN THAT LIFE IS SO BALANCED!! IF UR DOWN UR GOING UP!!!
WHAT I NEED TO DO IS TO TAKE ACTION I THINK.
MAYBE I SHOULD TELL HIM/AKS HIM IF HE KNOWS ME BETTER NOW OR IF HE BELIEVES WE COULD GET IT ON...IN LOV

DISORDER (JOY DIVISION)

GOT THE SPIRIT GOT THE FEELING FEELING FEELING FEEEEELIIIINGG

ITS MORNING STILL AND IVE ALREADY DONE SOME PHONE CALLS. NO JOB YET SADLY. SO IM GONNA BUY SOME PAPERS TO FIND ONE. GOT A MEETING WITH A NEW PSYCHOLOGIST TODAY AND IM NOT SO LOOKING FOWARD TO IT...
ANYWAY:
TODAY ITS GONNA BE A WARM AND SUNNY DAY, IVE GOT MY JEANS SHORTS ON AND IM ABOUT TO WASH MY MY FACE WHILE LISTENING TO MY VINYL OF UNKNOWN PLEASURES AND THEN GET COFFEE AND A CHOCOLATINE AND PAPERZZZZ!
DAMN I NEED MORE ENERGY. ITS THE BEST THING EVA!!! THIS EVE IM GOIN RUNNIN 4 SUREEEEE ;D
MY SNACK TODAY WILL BE A YOGHURT AROUND 6PM
MY SNACK TOMORROW WILL BE A LOT OF ALCOHOL IN PVC (HOPE!!!!!)

DRY YOUR EYES MATE/ THERES PLENTY MORE FISH IN THE SEA

NEED SOMETHING TO MAKE ME SMILE !!!!!11

WHEN THE THE NIGHT COMES...

"DONT BE AFRAID" -I NEED SOMEONE TO SAY THAT TO ME!!!
TODAY I STARTED AN ARTWORK, WATCHED ENTER THE VOID, DID WORKOUT, SIGNED OFF SCHOOL, BUYIED COFFEE AND CORNFLAKES.
TOMORROW I WILL GO TO THE JOBCENTER, ASK FOR A JOB AT THE CINEMA DOWN THE STREET, GO SHOPPING TO FIND NICE OXFORDS AND SOME STUFF THAT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A POET GIRL! AND HOPEFULLY GET TO DRINK A CIDER AT THE PUB WITH SOMEONE!
IM GONNA OFFER S SEX IN HIS WARDROBE IF HE CALLS ME TONIGHT. NOW IM OFF TAKING A SHOWER AND THEN HEADING TO MY MUMS FOR SOME DELICOUS SPARGEL!

IS THIS LOVE IS THIS LOVE IS THIS LOVE

SO IM IN TROUBLE AGAIN. KINDAAA. I HAVENT BEEN TO SCHOOL LIKE IN AGES. ONLY THING I HAVE TO DO ACTUALLY IS TO TALK TO MY TEACHER AND TELL HER I WANT TO DROP OUT. IM ABAOUT TO DO THAT IN 20 MINUTES! BUT MY DAD JUST FOUND OUT I SPENT THE LAST WEEKS HOME AND LIED TO HIM, I THINK HES MAAAAAAAAAADDD :S

RUDY

ID LIKE TO BUY WELLIES. LIVE ON THE COUNTRYSIDE. OR FALL IN LOVE. AND WEAR WINGED EYES.
I THINK IM GONNA CUT MY HAIR. OR AT LEAST DYE IT IN ANOTHER COLOR.
I SAW A FRIEND OF MINE WITH HER BOYFRIEND TODAY. THEY ARE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL TO WATCH!!!!11 I REALLY ENVY HER. SHE ALWAYS LOOKS LOVELY: SMOKING MENTHOL CIGARETTES AND BEING ALL SWEET AND EROTIC. WEARING BLAZERS AND OXFORDS ALL IN WARM COLOURS. SHE GRABBED HER BOYFRIENDS ASS ALL THE TIME AND HE CLINGED HIS ARM OVER HER NECK. SHE LOOKS LIKE A WASTED POET GIRL WITH A CLEVER ROCK N ROLL HUSBAND <3 AWWW